bawelwelwelwel :p

aku bingung well sumpah krungu lagu the only exception wek paramore iku :(
tak tonton neng wek youtube malah tansoyo bingung... tapi basan nonton leh animasi aku rodok mudeng walaupun gak sepenuhe :)
pas cilik nyawang kisah cinta sek gagal.... trus emoh koyok ngono kan well pas nemu sek iso gawe all out :)
kadang aku kroso wel nek aku ki dicoba apakah iso mbok lebokke neng ati tah gak? :(
kita kadang saling bertentangan :( and i know :o
well apapun sek mbok rasake neng aku... aku gak ngerti tapi sek jelas opo sek tak rasake terhadap bawel ki nyata tanpa rekayasa demi Alloh :)
well misal bawel ninggalke aku embuh iku kapan tetep remember me yaa :) remember dewe pernah berhayal duwe junior... my nizar junior :) jagoan kecil :*        
I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will


And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes
 I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you
So why am I still here in the rain

well seandainya bawel ki neng kene neng sebelahku pas lagi nulis iki ndak meh nangis? ndak meh paham? :(
maaf nek aku sok ngroso ngene tapi bawel ki tanpa sadar wes aku gawe ngene :(
kadang aku seneng banget mbe perhatiane bawel sek ramemper bawel'e :)
awal" pacaran iku mendah so sweet moment well love you... tapi kadang kata"mu ki nyeseg... merendahkan pie ngono... jahat woo :(
" suwun yaa wes gawe aku move on :) "
kata" iku juga to well pernah mbok omongke neng aku :)
aku yo ngrasake iku awet mbe bawel ki :(
biyen koyo opone aku sok kelingan via lorooo banget :( because her who the first women make me feel so alive terus berakhir nyebahi :(
well aku duwe harapan iso dadi sek terbaik ;) i promise
well kadang aku cembekur mbe andi sek iso gawe lepas bebane... cerito nyaman mbe andi :(
kadang aku ngroso salah nek aku cemburu
i love you well 

aku bangga seneng campur aduk koyok rujak :p pas bawel upload foto iki :)
kapan kita sweet moment neh yo well? i miss it :)

the only exception

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore
That she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone.
Or keep a straight face.

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I have sworn to myself
That I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.

copas JK4

#Intermisuh : kalimat mutiara gawe uwong elek (keminggris)#

1) THE BEAUTY IS UNDER THE SKIN
(dadi ayu lek wes ganti kulit)
= mending apik'ono inner beautymu, iku gawe koen seng ngeroso fisik njobohmu wes ajur gak isok ketulung maneh !

2) LIKE FATHER LIKE SON
(seneng bapak'e, seneng sisan karo anak'e)
= ojok nyalahno awak'e dewe lek koen sakpancen elek, salahno ae wong tuwomu soale elek iku teko keturunan !

3) THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE
(seng bener oleh metu)
= lek uwong liyo nilai koen elek, ojok skeptis disek karo uwong iku, soale gak kabeh penilai'ane uwong iku mesti onok benere !

4) DONT JUDGE THE BOOK BY IT'S COVER
(ojok menghukum buku gara-gara de'e ninggalno samak'e)
= ojok gampang putus asa dadi uwong elek, soale gak kabeh uwong nilai menungso teko fisik !

5) THE RIGHT MEN IN THE WRONG PLACE
(uwong seng sebelah kanan, salah panggon)
= mbois utowo elek iku tergantung lingkungan, misale koen elek nang kene tapi sopo eroh lek nang afrika koen isok dadi mbois/ayu !

6) LOVE IS BLIND
(cintai uwong buta)
= cinta iku sakjane gak mandang mbois utowo elek, gak percoyo ? cobak takokno nang uwong elek, engkok jawabane lak gak bedo adoh !

Budayakno nge-LIKE sakmarine moco

Congrats sobat :)

19.45 waktu Temanggung.

Suara solawat yang bergemuruh di rumah sederhana malam itu, membangkitkanku untuk lebih dalam menghayatinya. Puluhan suara yang mengumandangkannya menggigilkan hatiku.
Tersadar akan masa dulu kala kita saling berbagi semangat, keluh kesah, dan cerita, kala seragam masih kita kenakan, dan kala ilmu menjadi hal mutlak untuk kita unduh setiap harinya...
Kawan... Kini kau telah menjangkau mimpimu, melewati semua halang rintangan yang menjejal. Kini dapat kau ucapkan syukur karena sebagian harapan hidupmu telah kau dekati. Semoga ini awal dari rasa puasmu kawan, aku turut berbahagia atas suksesmu kini...
Kala kutatap mata teduh dari kedua orang tuamu... Ada rasa bangga... Ada rasa sedih karena kau harus ditempa militer selama 4,5 bulan di tempat yang cukup jauh.... Namun kini mereka telah puas akan kinerjamu
Semoga Allah senantiasa melimpahkan rahmat untuk keluargamu
Terima kasih karena telah mengajakku untuk menikmati kebahagiaanmu malam itu, that's a perfect moment for me
Terima kasih karena kau tak seperti mereka yang melupakan teman hanya karena karir yang menanjak

MAJU TERUS PANTANG MUNDUR...!!!

2 September 2013

pada pijar lampu yang menggigil
tiap waktu tangan-tangan memanggil
kamu yang terlalu abstrak untuk kupresentasikan
dan kawan berlari mengejar pertanyaan
kau dimana?
kau tak pernah hadir setiap kali aku mempresentasikan namamu
lalu bagaimana kawan-kawan bisa mengakhirkan pertanyaannya
sedangkan kau tak nampak di saat aku begitu berharap padamu
pertanyaan lagi
lagi-lagi pertanyaan yang melambaikan tangan sambil bertanya-tanya lagi
aku berkali-kali memanggil namamu
memanggil baumu
memanggil kata-katamu
bukan kau yang hadir menyampaikan jawaban
tapi pertanyaan terus melambaikan tangan memanggil-manggil kita
kau terlalu abstrak untuk kupresentasikan
jika kau tak hadir di sini
menemani kegelisahan yang bercakap ria dengan pertanyaan-pertanyaan